On a January 1st, I had a dream of Sun Myung Moon. It was very vivid and real, and I felt very close to him. He was sitting cross-legged on the floor, and I sat across from him in the same posture. Then I took his hand and looked at it closely.
I said to him: "A good hand." He replied: "Good hand – good heart." Then he took my hand and said: "Also a good hand."
And with that, the dream was over.
It was 3 a.m., and I couldn't sleep anymore. So I got dressed and went for a walk in the park. There, I saw a rabbit - and then another one. Somehow it felt special. It's not unusual to see rabbits at night, but more and more appeared, until eventually there were five.
Five rabbits!
Suddenly, a shiver ran through me, and I recognized the parallel:
A hand has five fingers – and now these five rabbits.
Additionally, the number 5 represents a human being – four limbs and the head. I immediately remembered that Sun Myung Moon once said that rabbits are a good sign of promise.
An internally very challenging year followed.
The year that followed was very challenging inwardly.
Yet during that time, I kept seeing a rabbit – and each time, shortly afterward, something good happened in connection with my mystical work.
For example, the first unexpected contacts developed. I was able to move people in conversations who then organized the first workshop. Also, before the first trial workshop with my family, I again saw a rabbit. Throughout the year, these related phenomena occurred.
These events were always related to the new mystical approach and the intention to pass on my experiences.
Before the workshop, I strangely had the recurring thought that I must not die before the workshop. This event was of great importance for my mission. I strongly felt that I had to pass on the experiences and the message that God had given me to the next generation.
The question arose within me: Would I be willing to die for this?
I told myself: If I die after the workshop, it's not so bad - but not before. Somehow, the theme of dying or not dying before this workshop became an intense inner struggle.
When I finally conducted the first workshop, I suddenly experienced cold sweats and chest pains during the following night – a sensation I had never felt before.
I feared it might be a heart attack, and my son drove me to the hospital. I was examined throughout the night, but it turned out that my heart was completely fine. Relieved, I walked home at 5 a.m.
Thanks to some videos we had recorded during the trial workshop, I was able to take a short break and still complete the workshop fully.
The following night, I again had intense dreams and was wide awake at 3 a.m. Then I felt an inner call from Sun Myung Moon to go outside.
So I went for another walk, but this time I felt strongly that I should take a different path.
On this path, I then found €50.
I was surprised and immediately thought again of the number five. I interpreted it as a sign that the five promises had been fulfilled with this workshop.
These experiences show how events, dreams, and enlightenments interact and become messages.
God can guide and teach us through such means.
In the past, I often had doubts and made sure not to overvalue such events. But through my more intense prayer life, my spiritual sensitivity has further opened.
Additionally, there was the aspect of enlightenment, which has enormous intensity – so much so that I can no longer deny the connections.